I fucken hate this.

One of the worst feelings: making someone who u truly care about n have feelings for be ur priority, over everything and everyone(including urself) while they don’t and just say “aww” when you try to explain what’s wrong and don’t even show any attempt to try to see u….

right now i really wanna get away from this fucken place. i wanna go to a place where theres only nature. nothing man made. i wanna get away from all of this bull crap. away from people annoying me. constantly reminding me of stupid shit i did. talking to me as if they kno me when they literally started talking to me hours before and have never seen me. people constantly asking for my help for the stupidest shit when all they had to do is listen. i just wanna go away from here, into nature, away from all of these dumbasses. a lot of shit annoys me and everything is annoying me right now

my new move! please watch(:

a gf.
meet someone awesome
or a date to prom…
:/

ima start blogging and vlogging again. ima use this to vent when im going through any situation and to just speak my mind when it wants to be spoken!
im coming back

i’m tired of all the bullshit in this childish school. the kids are annoying and dumb and the teachers are worse. i just cant wait to go to college and do some real learning!!!

this is just and intro to my new vlogs that i will be doing.

well i have not ridden a bike in a long time and recently, i really wanted one. my uncle came with a beach cruiser and a mountain bike. my dad kept the cruiser and we fixed it up. we put new inner tubes and a rack above the rear tire. i rode it for a few days for about an hour each day. it was great. it has gears which i have never seen on a cruiser. i also went on a ride with a friend and we just had fun at a park. now my dad got me a mongoose bmx bike with pegs. it was small and very rusty. at first i thought it was a little kids bike but then i learned to love that bike. im starting to use it and i enjoy it. i feel more free with the bmx than the cruiser cause i can go for jumps and not worry so much. plus its faster than the cruiser, obviously. well now that i have both bikes, i can choose whether to cruise or go for some sweet jumps. i am mainly using the bmx bike and i am thinking about taking it to school. i just hope i dont get jacked. soo yay! i got two awesome bike for practically nothing(:

Beauty is amazing and very difficult to explain in words. When someone is beautiful, it usually refers to their physical appearance. True beauty is a combination of a whole person, including their personality, intentions, attraction, tone, and much more. Anything that is not attractive to someone can ruin the beauty seen by others. Some see beauty in specific areas of a person while others enjoy the beauty in the entire person. Physical appearance is the first sign of beauty people usually see or look for. It really is the thing that catches people’s attention. For someone to be truly beautiful, they must be pure at heart, intelligent, and have good intentions with their kind actions. Their appearance should not be the only thing to make someone beautiful, but their entire personality and thoughts. This is when someone is truly beautiful.

there is much to say about this fine martial art. taekwondo has made my life how it is today. i started about 6 years ago as a chubby little kid who picked on his sister and didnt do well in school. tkd has made me into a more disciplined person who stays fit and treats his sister better. i have met many people and learn many, MANY, new things from tkd. ive been to many competitions, some in vegas. all of the activities i do started from taekwondo. it really is a big part of my life, well was. yesterday was my last day of taekwondo. im moving on to new and different things. im in tumbling, im beginning ballet, and i am going to start getting ready for college which is just around the corner. the sad thing is that im not feeling the passion for tkd anymore. back then i was really motivated with more instructors to look up to. now there arent as many motivating people in tkd that i see often. i feel as if i have lost most of my technique and i really suck at competitions now. i know i can solve this by being more dedicated and train no stop but i just dnt have the willingness now. i am going to focus on school and try to get the best out of this year because i have been doing a lot of nothing with my days recently. i am applying for a college class at school and i am going to start exercising on my own so i can stay fit. i want to spend more time with friends and just enjoy life before school completely takes over. im lost and im not sure what im doing with my life but i know it will all work out in the end. i need to start doing more productive things and take responsibility for my actions and my future. my future starts now.

i just finished my second recital with Patsy Metzger’s dancers. my first recital was two years ago and i was in only one number and was actually on stage less than half of that number. this year i was in 4 numbers and in just about all of them i was performing on my own. i was nervous for the first major rehearsal, the dress rehearsal and that actual performances. i ended up doing really well and not making the mistakes i made during practice. but i did do mistakes i didnt do during practice which made me a bit upset. the whole recital was fantastic! i have already seen all of the acts before but actually seeing them on stage during the real performance was amazing. some were very beautiful and others were really cute. i look forward to the next recital i will be in and everyone should watch out for the shows because they truly are amazing. and if u want to learn just about and type of dance from ballet to hip hop to tap, look up Patsy Metzger and she will teach u all u need to know about those dances!

I just donated blood today to Red Cross. it may have been my second time but it was great. i got a tiny bit nervous when they were going to stick the needle in my arm but i was okay. i’m not afraid of needles, i was just nervous. the time went by fast when a quarter of my blood was being drawn from my vein. i was perfectly fine. when the needle was taken out of me i saw a few color spots in my vision but i think that was my mind messing with me, not the loss of blood. i did about 10 pull ups a few hours after the donation and i forgot i wasnt suppose to be doing that. it didnt harm me at all. i went to my ballet class a normal and was perfectly fine. my arm still feels weird at random times. it feels like i have growing pains on the spot the needle was at. but i am sure i will be fine and i look forward to donating again next semester!